In May 2009, I had resigned with my old job due to the impending birth of our daughter, with no plans of returning to work outside the home. After our daughter was born, I started wanting to contribute to our income again. It was hard for me to being spending money and not be putting anything back in. I needed a job, but I also knew I couldn’t leave the house because daycare simply isn’t something that we wanted to do. So I started researching my options and decided that I might like to do medical transcription. The type D personality generally has a negative view of life and is always suppressing his or her emotions. Natural pessimists they are always waiting for the worst to happen. With a low self-esteem and fear of not being liked and/or rejection they tend to keep their emotions inside and are highly susceptible to depression because of this.
The first big issue I can see with the info you have provided is your job hopping. Right now with unemployment at an all time high, companies can afford to be extremely picky and will be. Your resume is going to present a picture of someone who lacks commitment and follow through, and is ultimately unreliable. While I know that you are searching for what makes you happy, and brings you fulfillment, employers are not going to be so sympathetic with someone that may get bored and leave in a few months.I see a repeated string of giving up and restlessness in your past. I hate to use the cliche but the others in this thread are right to an extent, there are some internal issues that need solved here, and you are trying to address them with outside remedies.
I understand the temptation to consider ending it all. I won’t say it didn’t cross my mind more than once while I was homeless and even when I felt I might become homeless again. Please let the temptation pass and focus on getting through each day. Even for someone who has been in the business for years, there is always something new to learn and floral supply companies are constantly coming up with innovative products to make our job easier and more interesting.
Also, try again with family. I suggest you try younger family members if there are any. They may not have the resources to help you themselves but they’ll likely be able to help you sort things out and they’ll probably be less likely to condemn you for making a very human and very common mistake in the choice of a man.
Also be sure to listen to the iTune that I’ve selected for the day, as it may remain on your mind throughout your day to encourage you. LEGO Model Builder Jobs are not only REAL, they are abundant. People are getting paid to build with LEGO all over the world!
We have a very thorough training system via computer and phone to get you started. If you think about it, if God is intimately involved in our lives, then he must already know our feelings. He can handle our anger, and complaints. Laughter helps a lot. So does listening to something funny or inspirational on your way to work. Thanks for the lens.